Till eternity and beyond.

It might seem like a frustrated rant, or perhaps the whining of a broken heart disillusioned with the concept of forever, or even the longing of a battered soul still hoping, against all odds, that somewhere there exists someone who is actually meant to be hers. Someone. Somewhere.
But Here, right here, right now, feels like a void which can never be filled again. You met this wonderful person, fell in love, learnt they had flaws, loved them even more fiercely if that was even possible, and then slowly it just unraveled, fell apart. You loved them, truly, and it still didn't work out. You gave them everything they deserved, and everything more than they deserved, and it still didn't work out. Then, how could one hope anything else could work out? You remember the promises, how they feel empty now, you remember the sweet nothings, how they feel like poison coursing through your vein, how every warm embrace feels like a cold dagger piercing through the heart. How you would give everything you have to forget everything you remember. How there lies a tree in that park which meant everything to you because it has your names enclosed in a heart. How you could tell all the moles decorating their body with your eyes closed. How you could tell when they entered a room because suddenly your heart would start beating just a little faster. How you thought you were soul mates because you completed them in ways you thought no one could; eating mushrooms off their plate because that is one thing they detested and you loved, loving the same actor, eating the same chocolates, hating the same people. All those shared memories feel empty now. The term 'soulmate' seems like a farce. And you feel cheated, robbed off the innocence of believing that some people are meant to stay forever. They would still stay with you though. Like a ghost you want to rid off but can not. They would still occupy your heart, But not as you had hoped ever since you had heard your first love story proclaiming a happily ever after.Some people are meant to stay with you as scars, lessons learnt the hard way, Lessons you would always remember. Till eternity and beyond.